So she left. really she did. i convince myself she did every single day since June 3rd,2019.
but weird thing happening to me lately is the urge to talk about her with every single person crossing my path. I just talked about her this morning with the grocery shop owner! i just pick up a conversation where i could squeeze her in and i go….
My explanation of the matter is that i am so afraid of forgetting her. I cherish every thread of memory about her. I am now trying to register it all in a safe place in my mind where i will never ever forget them. i want to tell my kids all about our days together…
I miss her.
Whoever has lost his/her mom would know what i am talking about; and those who still have their moms calling them to check if they ate well today (even if they are 37 years old;)) would feel their hearts stop just by thinking of the idea even…i know. i was one of them.
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